Now I want you to listen to me before saying anything. I am sorry for not answering the phone when you called me yesterday. It was not because I didn't want to talk to you but it was because I didn't trust myself about English. Don't misunderstand me. Put yourself into my shoes and think. Talking is not a problem for you but it is very difficult for me. You also understood that I couldn't talk properly when we turned the camera on that day.