Original text - English - Confession

Can you please.. take a look at me? Tell me what you see? Please tell me why I cry behind you that much? I need to see what the hell you've done to me..

So many things had happened. You are in the past and I need to look ahead. I need to take you out of my mind. Why can't I do that? Why are you so indispensable for me? Why?

You are dead.. So I must forget.. But when I close my eyes, I see you.. Whenever I kiss someone, it feels as if I kiss you. Can't you see how hard is it for me?!

If you are there... watching me from above, please tell me something.. Show me a sign.. I need to find you to free my soul.