Asıl metin - İngilizce - I care about u and i dont want to hurt u or...

I care about u, a lot and I dont want to hurt or deceive u. Right now I cant leave him. Due to the economic crisis we cant sell our house so I have to stay and pay the house loan. I dont know when or if I will leave him. I cant promise u anything right now, thats why I dont want U to wait for me, its not fair towards U.