Originaltext - Englisch - what hurts the most

i can take the rain on the roof of this empty house,that don't bother me!!i can take a few tears now and and then and just let them out, i'm not afraid to cry every once in a while,even though going on with you don't still upsets me,there days every now and again i pretend i'm ok,but that's not what gets me!!

what hurts the most was being so close and havin so much to say and watchin you walk away,and never knowin what could have been and seein that loving u is what i was tryin to do!