Originaltext - Englisch - Stuck between

I'm stuck between myself and me
Pretty sure at this time
The more I see the less I feel
But I don't want it to stop
Read my fortune
Now I can
Know you forever will be there
I'm arising
I will stay for you
And I know I will CAre
Please tell me why I still recall
Know it has to be good
It wouldn't be so hard if I
Were not so frightened for you