Original text - Engels - How many times should I stop and believe in...

How many times should I stop and believe in myself,
I dont believe much in anything.
Ive seen enough of the pain and the shame and the blame,
It dont amount up to anything.
Now I,
Rewind back to a time where I could do anything and pay any price.
And I,
Need time cause' im starting to think that the promises aint worth the sacrifice