Original text - Engels - To you sweetie

please do not feel like this, understand that i like you very much and think about you all the time, sometimes for me is hard to show my feeling, perhaps i hold back on some of my feelings beause in the past i have been hurt by it. although i know you would not hurt me but perhaps i am too cautious.
the fact that we live so far away and see each other not so often also makes it hard for me day to day, i would be happy if we were together all the time, perhaps again i hold somethings back because this is not the case and maybe it is easier for me to deal with being far away from you by doing this.
understand sweetie i do really like you and hope that things can continue as they have been, i am very happy being with you, i also think you are very special and have not been with a girl with such a big and giving heart.
i miss you an awful lot and the fact that we have not seen each other for two months i think is making it more difficult for us.
perhaps i should write more letters to you like this to tell you i am here for you and that you should not worry about this because i do really feel a lot for you.
hope you understand what i mean by this,