Translation - German-English - mir tut es um so mehr leid.. ich hab gestern...

Hi Lena,
A few corrections:

more sad ---> sadder
awful thoughts ---> terrible idea (?)
can't almost handle ---> can barely/hardly handle
relation ---> relationship

Hi Lilian.
About "awful thoughts" it's what is written in the Germain one but if you think it sounds better with "terrible idea" it's ok for me. It has got the same meaning, just afraid the poll won't accept it.
"sadder" of course, I feel ashamed. Edit all except
"terrible idea". Please let me know if it conveys the same meaning? Thanks for your help.

We have to avoid literal translations or even the exact vocabulary if it sounds weird in the target language. If it conveys the meaning, we must use those words or expressions which would be natural in English
Don't worry about the poll, the expert judges if what is said at the poll is relevant or not

Hello Lilian. Thanks a lot for your help and, as, usual, your explanation. Thanks for having edited.

found out ...> learned
even less to live...> even less time to live