Oversættelse - Engelsk-Norsk - you only seemed to have loved

I haven't been able to get used to your absence, it's not fate, I couldn't throw it off.
I waited so much, I cried so much.

I couldn't talk about you with anyone.
I couldn't explain you to anyone.

You left one last tear for my heart and went away.
You didn't understand, cruel one, you only seemed to have loved.