eh işte ölmedik ama pekte rahat yaşıyorum sayılmaz hayat zor yaşamak daha da zormutluluk ne demek anlamını bilmiyorum mutlu olmak icin anlamak gerek hayat bana karşı bencil davranıyor yinede hayırlısı neyse o olsun
Eh voila, We didn’t die but it doesn’t mean I really have it quite comfortable. Life is difficult, living is more difficult. I don’t know what the meaning of happiness can be. To be happy entails understanding happiness. Life is selfish to me. Let's hope for the best.
Firstly, what is "viola"? Do you mean the French word "voila"?
The rest is a bit confused so I will try and suggest some edits to make it a bit more readable in English:
"We didn’t die but it doesn’t mean I really have itquite comfortable. Life is difficult,living is more difficult. I don’t know what the meaning of happiness can be.
To be happy entails understanding happiness. Life is selfish to me."
Dear Tantine,
Thanks for your help.
"hayırlısı neyse o olsun (Whatever it is get better.)" is an idiom and it can be can be perhaps " I hope it will be good for me."