I've learned that my illness is liver cancer. They tell me that as long as I keep my spirit up, I'll defeat it, but I don't believe it. I've lost 5 kg and I'm having difficulty breathing. Twice a week I have chemo(therapy sessions). They've said my hair will fall out. Rather than to undergo this, I've cut them myself. I gave my friend your number to call you if something bad happens. You can come over then and see the corpse of a person whose life you ruined.